I like I said before this I fight my demons everyday but before going on the battle field for strength & hope I pray I know that this will do nothing for me I know there is no point but even though all of this I keep my hopes up high I know that I should just give in but giving in for some reason just feels like a sin.
How I really feel everyday
Everyday I wake up & I feel like I'm about to fall apart, my soul is shattered, my head is clattered & my heart.. has fallen into a million pieces. I wish some one cared about me that someone heard me cry I just wish that when I said I'm fine someone would look me in the eye & pull me in for a hug & say "I know you're not" I wish...