I felt like things could never get any worse.

When I get out... if I get out of here, I hope that maybe we can get back together and have more kids.

I dropped to the lowest point when I allowed my children to go down that ramp into the water without me.

I had never felt so lonely and so sad in my entire life.

I don't know why I did it.

I know that my life is going to be hell from here on.

Michael and Alex, I love you. And we're going to have the biggest celebration when you get home.

I am sorry for what has happened and I know that I need some help.

I was in love with someone very much, but he didn't love me and never would. I had a very difficult time accepting that. But I had hurt him very much, and I could see why he could never love me.

I felt like things could never get any worse.

I don't think I will ever be able to forgive myself for what I have done.

At this very moment, I don't feel I will be able to handle what's coming.

My children deserve to have the best, and now they will.

I wanted to end my life so bad and was in my car ready to go down that ramp into the water, and I did go part way, but I stopped. I went again and stopped. I then got out of the car and stood by the car a nervous wreck.

The hardest part of this whole ordeal is not knowing if your children are getting what they need to survive.

Why was I feeling this way? Why was everything so bad in my life? I had no answers to these questions.

I know now that it is going to be a tough and long road ahead of me.

I have prayed to God that he give me the strength to survive each day and to face those times in my life that will be extremely painful. I have put my total faith in God, and he will take care of me.

I don't get to go out but an hour a day.

I have put my faith in the Lord, and I really believe He's taking care of them. They're too beautiful and precious that He's not going to let anything happen to them.

My children, Michael and Alex, are with our Heavenly Father now, and I know that they will never be hurt again. As a mom, that means more than words could ever say.

It hurts real bad to have that protection barrier between parent and child.

I love my children. That will never change. I have prayed to them for forgiveness and hope that they will forgive me. I never meant to hurt them!!

I felt I couldn't be a good mom anymore, but I didn't want my children to grow up without a mom. I felt I had to end our lives to protect us from any grief or harm.

I broke down on Thursday, Nov. 3, and told Sheriff Howard Wells the truth. It wasn't easy, but after the truth was out, I felt like the world was lifted off my shoulders.

I knew from day one, the truth would prevail, but I was so scared I didn't know what to do.

When I left home, I was going to ride around a little while and then go to my mom's. As I rode and rode and rode, I felt even more anxiety coming upon me about not wanting to live.

You're passionate, energetic and forceful, so your star sign Aries says, so have a fun packed birthday, all our love is sent your way.

Best wishes to you on your birthday may the day be filled with happiness a day thats so special for you and memories you will cherish.

I love my children. That will never change. I have prayed to them for forgiveness and hope that they will forgive me. I never meant to hurt them.

I want to find a quiet place, to sit with you a while, to talk about the happy times, and hope that makes you smile. Rest in Peace Darling.

Oxford also taught me something else - it taught me scepticism.

I'll eat one cookie, not a whole box of cookies. But I'll still eat the one cookie... sometimes two, or even three. But not the whole box.

To some extent, Seattle remains a frontier metropolis, a place where people can experiment with their lives, and change and grow and make things happen.

A lot of roles for people with disabilities are quite patronising. It's a real pity when they are just used to give dull PC kudos to a drama, or when they're wheeled on in a tokenistic way without any real involvement in the plot.

What's great about musicals is their energy and go-for-brokeness - stopping the story to sing and dance. How can you not love that?

The infant runs toward it with its eyes closed, the adult is stationary, the old man approaches it with his back turned.

Science and mindfulness complement each other in helping people to eat well and maintain their health and well-being.

No day-to-day mishaps or indignities can really compromise your sense of self after you've survived a deep tragedy.

There are eight different breeds of peacock. I have them all.

The only time I ever get choked is when I'm at Make-A-Wish headquarters, because you're talking and working with people who share the same ideals.

Genes themselves are made of bits.

Fracking opens up vast tracts of the U.S. to exploitation by gas drillers. There's enough energy under our feet to last us for decades, maybe centuries.

There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all argument and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance. This principle is contempt prior to examination.

In London, the home of the quick deal is that outer ring of the seven circles of hell, Tottenham Court Road, where, as a rule, finding something with an advertised price is as likely as spotting a mermaid under Vauxhall Bridge.

I have trouble with any kind of focus or concentrating, or getting anything done at all, really.

It's easy to get caught up in a moment and think, 'Oh, I've been offered some giant studio film or a superhero franchise or some actor wants to meet with me about a project they want to do.' And it's easy to get caught up in a moment because it's flattering. But you can't do a movie because it's flattering.

I would be the worst biologist in the world!

We provided complete protection to witnesses - right of attorney, right of record, right to cross-examine, and open hearing if they desired. Only Mr. Lane asked for an open hearing.